I havent posed in here in a long time, but last night I had a strange dream...
I went to the mall with Steven, Paul, and my mom. Steven went off with Paul for a wile and when I found him again he was counting the money he didnt spend. But it wasent a wallet, it was a red plastic case with "I love April" on it. My names not April, is Sarah. So a ran my figner over the word "april" and said "you should change that to my name" and he said "why do you have to be so hard on me" and just started crying. I gaped him, and held him. We walked down the mall till we got to someplace that looked someone like a grocher store and JC pennies. We sat down and I asked him if that was a girl he knew from HN, he said yes. Then I wispered in his ear "Takato is killing me to ask...oh never mind" and hes like "what, tell me" and she sad "do you still love her" and he said "look up" so I looked up and a black woman with small tits was standing there. I didnt understand what he ment., untill he said "she only woar a traning bra" meaning she was ittly bitty...I felt wired and im my mind I was like "ok...this would be a good LJ intry" so look at me now, puting this on LJ...
I wonder what it ment...I dont know...but the image of tears comeing out of his butiful blue eyes hurts me...

Yesterday, Steven came over. He kinda got board, but just being around him made me calm and happy. We watched Jackass and cuck and Larry(I could not stop saying "AWWWW") We played with fire and rosed marshmellows, alos we made smores with ritz crackers. They were good lol yet he burns the marshmellows, I just tost them lol. But we only kissed like 3 times. I miss the kis arfer kiss after kiss thing...I love that so mcuh! Also my hand got attacked by the cat, Im amazed I can type this much. There was a lot of blood so I kinda had to work fast before I got to dizzy. 

Love
Wolfeh

Well today Steven was going to come over then he got his ass grouned then he got...un-grounded at like 3! I got up and walked the dog, then got all ready for today. Mom said "come on lets go get your glasses adgusted, there really croked" so we went there then I said "hey lets go to the halloween store in the mall" so we went to the mall and I went into hot topic and hot a ICP hoddie, brush in pink and black hair stuff, and scarecrow fangs!!! I LOVE MY FANGS SOOO MUCH!! Yet mom's a bitch and said I cant were them to school!! -crys- anywho then we walked to the halloween store and I saw Ms. Loid! She's geting her little baby girl a punk rocker out fit. I laughed and said "just teach your kids the right way at the young age" ^_^ I found something I wanted, its like....pink and black...and its a riped up dress. AND I found a straight jacket....but theres a proplem...Its got a rip/hole above the boobs and it shows a lot off!! So Im still clueless on what Im going to do. Dad says we should have a party, and I like that idea because he said I could have guys!!!!!!!!! I spazzed and yelled "STEVEN AND DAN AND JOSH!!!" hahah that would be fun!!!! But yeah...Im bored...and Im waiting for Steven to get on the computer!!!! lol

love
wolfeh

Allison stayed the night, and at like 12 her mom called. She asked if we wanted to go to the mall! So at like 3 I went to her house and we waited for Erin to get there. Once she was there we went to home depot. Allisons mom needed 2 bricks for something...idk. But we found flashing ligh necklesses so we got one. They look like vipraters, but I like it because it FLASHES PRETTY LIGHTS!!! After that we went to Wall-Mart. I saw a gothic lodia costume that was really cool, but I still need to deside what I want to dress up as. Oh we got full trothel energy drinks too and I drank mine before we got to the mall, but Erins and Allisons were still pretty much full. OH!!! We saw Josh in wall-mart and Allison and I hugged him lol. Anyway when we got to the mall we went to the foodcort. I didnt eat much, and Im still not hurngry. HAHA Serria just said "guess what happned" on yahoo and Im so tired I said "what" out loud!! Ok so then after food Allisons mom wanted to go to JC penneys. We stoped at the bras (why idk) but we saw a rainbow bra and I said "but support gays" and Erin started lauging because Bra's support boobs ya know? lol but I like fell laughing after 2 mins when I understude why she was laughing. but then we walked by Wet Seal and I was like "dont you think they have cool colthes?" and everyone spazzed because they saw neon colors. So we put up with loud rap music long enough for Erin and Allison (Im to fat to wear things from that store) to try shirts on. They both tryed a rainbow shirt, but it was wite and see though. Then Allisons mom found a dress that was striped with rainbow colors and Allison tryed it on. It looked really good, but it was spegitte sraps and it showed off a lot of chest. Ok then we went onto speancer. OMG I saw a shaggy 2 dope doll thing and I screamed and graped it Everyone was staring at me!! BUT IM A FANGIRL I CANT HELP IT!! Allison got a manson shirt, I THINK I dont rember I was to busy spazing! But sadly, I didnt get the Shaggy thing, I wanted to save my money. And Im fucking glad I did too. Im hot topic they hadddddd.....guess whattttt?! ICP SHIRTS!!! I SCREAMED REALLY LOUD TOO! Then I like graped the one with Shaggy on it and Im like "I dont CARE if its like 3X, ITS MINE!!!!!" And Erin starting laughing. Allisons like "im a fangirl but....damn..."  So I got the shirt and Allison got a rainbow hat and Erin got a shirt too. So I went to the bathroom to change shirts, I love it its like HUGE but I love itttt! Then we went to the CD store and guess what I gggooottttt? ICP CD. Damn its been ICP like all day for me!! LOL! But I started crashing in fye(its the CD store name) so I had to sit down, Allisons mom had candy and I had to hug her because starbursts saved me from fainting. When we got into the car finaly, Allisons mom had to go back to Wall-mart because she forgot something. I was wearing Stevens hoddie....Then we sat at the bench and Allison sat on me and people were giveing us wired looks. Then we went to Allison house to give her dad food and feed the dog and to watch Naruto. In the car Erin and I had the flashy ligh things. I got home and scaned the Pic of Erin, Allison, and I at one of the pic booths in the mall. http://outnamed666.deviantart.com/art/One-of-the-best-days-ever-66116794 Well I thing Im going to eather wait for Steven to get online or just go to bed, Im tired!!

Wolfeh

fuck fuck fuck fuckiy!!! I MISS STEVEN!!!!!!!!!!!! I didnt hardly get to talk to him I think I pissed him off saying that I have inernet dated before!!! I havent talk to my bitch eather. and the doctor said I cant go to school tomaorw!!! OMG IM GOING CRAZY!!! I miss everyone and I just want to see Steven sooooo bad I almost started crying at 11 because my retarted mom got me up at 9 for silva brown and I tarted missing steven and I knew that he woudnet be on till like 3:30!!! I cant stop lissioin to "room of an angel" from the silent hill sound track on youtube. I love it so much. yes, Im very lonely. I feel like Im being iceloated from the world....I dont like it....help me please....Iv been talking to Jaron, a guy I met on the AC fourms. Im glad it got on he's such a nerd so he can make me laugh. I just wish I could see Steven....and watch a movie....or play GH...or SOMETHING! I just want to be with him! Shit Im about in tears...I just want to fall a sleep and wake up and be in his arms! Ealryer I was talking to mom and trying to move a candel and I moved it to fast, and the wax got on my face and in my hair. I got scared because the feeling on the wax on my face felt like a 3 degree burn...I hate this...being sick and suffering from depression....

help...
wolfeh

I woke up today, cold. I went to bed cold. I AM COLD! Im like geting sick...but anyway. Steven came to get his phone cause he left it and I was in the bath lol. I would have waited but I was just to fucking cold, was in PJs, my hair was a mess, and I were no eyeliner today.  I read some of the witchcraft and I really need to finish it because Steven's going to read them. Dan's is not going to. why? because...Dan...likeing me....witchcraft...not a good conbo! I have homework and I feel like shit. And I dont even know how to grath nevitaves numbers. Lets see. Iv been messing with candels for the past hour or so, Hannah called to talk and Iv been talking to Jinx for 2 hours on yahoo. I might not go to school cause mom just took my temp and I have a fever....well Im going to go
bye

I have no idea why Im so tired. Its only 10:30PM! There was a home football game and I didnt go, Allison got sauske hair and she didnt call me so we didnt hang out, Erin C is sick, Dan is just dieing to have me alone, and Steven went to the cost. Dan gave Steven his hoddie, damn I love that ting. Its black with like a heart thingy on the back. Im gota steal it from Steven if its the last thing I do. I didnt eat lunch!! w00t you ca feel my hip bone Im not eating very much! I watched the cat retuns. awwww its such a good movie! I have a urge to watch the Loin King 2 for some strange, odd reason. I feel kida...high right now. idk I get this way when Im overly tired. Serria said my names Linda the flying Llama so Im going "Muaaah" lol its quite fun. I have a crapload or stuff to scan for Jinxy. ok the high, tired, and love sick wolf is going to bed! b-bye!

<3
wolfeh